exam

back again :)

exam going through .
i hate examssss


do you know why ,,?
1. have to study very hard
2 . stress
3 . not enough sleep
4 . memorize things
5 . do revision , and question came out exactly and i make mistake again ( too over confidence )
 6 , 7 , 8 , 9 .



i was damn sad that i made mistake for my Bm paper 2 , peribahasa .
i was damn damn sad that i made mistake again for my english paper 1 & 2 .
i was damn damn damn sad that i cant get good mark and i m so worry of teacher will make a big circle or cross on my paper .


WHAT THE .................

cried in the school again , just because of this fussy thingy !

huuuu ``

cant think more about it !
don't think more about it !

you should be more stronger when you face a little fussy stuff !

yes , i should be more stronger than the fussy little thingy ~ :)

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alright ..

its time to show a picture :D

dont laugh you knowww!


:PP

this is me , hoohoo ~

i have beard xPPP

yeahhh be cheerful :D

i know you got exam too ,, so ..

good luck ! xP

crazy :P

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"Someone Like You"

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, "
Yeah

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.


Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?


Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."


Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah

i miss the person i like .

mama's day

hmmph~
i dislike her.
:))

its okay , i dont know why i love her .
nevermind , from now onwards , i will pretend to love her .

dont talk about her ............
i m not interested .

things to make me sad is .. HER !

syazwini athirah bt asmawi

i love my single life :)

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owhh gosh !  owh man !

EXAM is on wednesday !

and today is 13.05.2012 ---- sunday .

i have prepared for a few subject  . ( not fully )

but i ' ll try my best :)))

wish me xPP

pray for me to get a better result too :)

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12.05.2012

mummy follow me go church to celbrate mother's day , have fun there .

:D

this is the first time she promise me to follow me to church . i was so excited !

:DDDDDDDD

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i had prepared mother's day present for her . but i felt sorry ,, coz i don't have the braveness to give her .

but i hope i could give her a more suprise gift ,, a good result of my exam paper .


and i wanted to wish every mummy in the world " HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY "

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someone likes you ! 

i miss you . but we don't use together . you have your own life and i had mine . 

but i was so glad that you came and chat with me :33

*shy*

so ,, good luck for your exam on monday !

:)))

and i have to go .

go where ?

GO OFFLINE . 

*psspy ,, xP*

BYE !

Feeling sad .

I think I'm afraid of being happy because everytime I'm happy, something bad always happens.


When I do something great, no one ever seems to remember, but when I do something wrong, no one can ever seem to forget.


Behind my smile is everything you'll never understand.


No matter what, no matter who, no matter what I do, somebody hates me.

I didn't want to admit it.  It was easier to lie.  Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry.

I've learned it takes years to build up trust, but only seconds to destroy it.

Have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense?  Well that's how I feel right now...I feel like I'm facing everything myself, with nothing but tears and a fake smile...

Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again.  So when life gets tough you can just play pretend.  I wanna go back to when Santa did exist.  When your daddy was theonly boy you ever kissed.  When Disney World was the best place to be.  When the only movies you could see were rated G.  When your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change...and your friends were the same.  And every time you were sad or you had a bad day.  You could just run to mommy and it would all be okay.  I wanna go back to no hurt...and no pain...just laughter.  When everyone alwayslives happily ever after.

I don't know what I want in life.  I don't know what I want right now.  All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left.  Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it.  But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me.  And I don't know what to do.  I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.

Teardrops slowly fall from my eyes as I look to the sky, and I question how come life keeps passing me right on by.  I just wonder why I can't escape, is this my fate?  To always be unhappy and how much longer must I wait...

I wanna get lost from my life sometimes, sit on the side and watch the world go by, I wanna get lost and I don't know why.

I just don't feel like I know myself very well right now, so how can I be sure about anything?  Most of the time I feel so awkward, you know, like I don't belong in my own skin, I get frustrated at everything, I could just scream and there's no reason for it, I just hate myself.

back to my bloggie life

Hi ,, long time no see :)

how are you ? sitting infront of the computer and looking and reading and blah ``

x))

okay ,, what to tell ?

HMMMMM .... school life?

maybe yes ,

i like someone in the school .

so ?

i m not a lessbian just .. hmm

i dont knw how to explain .

i like her , her , and HER !

I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS DAY 04.05.2012

nursyazwini athirah bt asmawi >> me love you :))

and , the other HERS is all irrelevant



continue story with ------
friendship :)

for me , nowadys , i dont need friend ? maybe

coz . no one is willing friending with me ? i guess .

coz , ermmm , i dont know how to explain . they need friend that i dont need :)

yeahhh ` i know you dont understood :*(

huhhhh . cried . fine .

no one bother about it :)

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BYE